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2009-07-02T17:34:00.002+08:00

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2009-06-07T03:19:00.002+08:00

so here i am going
"wtf?"

the old phrase forgive and forget should be kept in mind
but the instinctive subconcious reminds me
that some hatchets are better off not buried.

2009-06-03T02:34:00.001+08:00

why am i perpetually angry.
why am i eternally frustrated.

2009-06-03T02:32:00.003+08:00

HOLY SHIT.

2009-05-15T02:40:00.001+08:00

an illness that cant be cured.

2009-05-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

cant be fucked.

cheers to 2 of my buddies.

kaixuan and zi cheng.

happy birthdays.

2009-05-09T14:42:00.001+08:00

im in the mood for self abuse.
i wanna smoke cigarette.
i wanna drink shooters.
i want to try weed and shrooms
and get a few broken bones.

2009-05-09T03:23:00.001+08:00

this is going nowhere.
please,unforgive me.

2009-05-07T19:50:00.001+08:00

Awesome and cute in every way possible.

2009-05-06T01:53:00.002+08:00

today i had a pleasant surprise.

it wasnt the fact that my nudies came 2.5 hours earlier,
but that was kinda nice too.:D

but it was the fact that this friend of mine that i havent really talked to for months,
found out that i fell off my bike and got myself hurt,
and she came to ask me if i was okay and stuff.

i was kinda touched,really.
after all the dramatics that happened last time
she still took the effort to come around and show her concern.

thanks friend i appreciate it. ^^
i will be alright,only walking is gonna be a bitch
cause my calf muscles hurt like shit now.
lets hope things turn out better.for everything.

2009-05-05T01:14:00.004+08:00

on a thursday evening i was out cycling with kaixuan,
and when we were at sembawang area i spotted wee meng flagging a cab
then i was like 'hello' and gave the 'hi how is you' hand wave and he reciprocated.
then his cab drove off and we continued cycling and we finally reached woodlands
and we were cheering and shit then we cycled all the way back to khatib.

friday labour day sam and kaixuan and me we went cycling in the lesser populated places
of sembawang.we went around the private housings,the somewhat deserted mosque
and sembawang park and WE SAW THE MAIN HQ OF BOTTLE TREE PARK or something.

saturday the 3 of us went to singapore beerfest at singpapore and it was freaking fun and awesome.
thanks to cuzzie for the tickets!
the drinks and food there was expensive though it was like robbery only at least you get
some food back instead.
we got 3 complimentary singha beer each.
yes,crappy crappy singha.
we drank and we smoked and we drank and we smoked
and we all got half high and started taking random pictures.

thats me half high and smoking a smoke.

sam was the ultimate winner with 2,
and kaixuan mega failed at getting the bangla's number LOLOL.
after that we cabbed back then we went to gamble at sam's house.

sunday-monday transition and its
HAPPY BIRTHDAY G.
went off early cause theres school in the early morning.

my nudie jeans are finally coming tomorrow yay wee!
im so excite!
3pm at nyp.

im very happy atm!
^^

2009-05-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

last week me,allan,stanley and sihao were the 4 main boys in dbt0802 as of now,
the rest of the boys have either left,or seldom come to class or exiled or whatever.

all i know is that if im not careful this semester,
im next on the list to leave the class.

2009-04-30T19:52:00.002+08:00

ARGH.
im fated to keep spoiling mouses and earpieces.
balls.

speaking of which,i have a ear piece fetish.
i get all hot and bothered when i come across a good quality earpiece/headphone.
audiophile much?
im not putting my bets on that one.

2009-04-30T01:31:00.001+08:00

perhaps im reading too much into things.

be right back.

2009-04-29T01:42:00.002+08:00

if theres anything else i did over the whole week other
than hanging out with smoking gangsters its that
i tried on a pair of waist 24 ladies jeans in queens couture
and i fit in it.

I RULE.

on a saturday afternoon the sun was so hot that on our cycling trip to woodlands
kx had to pussy out at sembawang and we went to daphne's condo poolside to rest.
then spent the rest of the whole day at khatib.LOL.

i think we all must work hard to achieve the chiam swee tong(?) award.
against all odds.
16years.
reigning champion!

on a sunday like one third of dbt0802 went to watch a movie,handsome suit.
hot japanese actresses lolol.
after that we went to pris's house,
and her dog,dobby(?) came running and start licking me all over
then she hopped onto the couch and then onto me
then started licking my lips LOL so cute.

i hope my nudie jeans arrive soon.
*squeals like a teenage schoolgirl*

2009-04-29T01:35:00.002+08:00

awww.
someone is QQ-ing because he didnt get what he want.
dont cry,big boy. (:

2009-04-22T02:19:00.002+08:00

quoted from jasmine,
"im the type of person that if that person doesnt admit or still doesnt think she is in the wrong,
and does not change then whatever lah,i'll just continue living my own life.im not that unreasonable;if she were to apologize to me,i too of course will apologize to her also lah,but if she doesnt i would just ignore her instead of going 'oh hey hello,its been so long since i met you blah blah blah then stab her in the back later on.' im not that hypocritical to do that kind of thing."

spoken like a true pro.

cheers,jasmine.

lets get denim together TEEHEEHEE.

kaixuan lost his phone today.
that indian who took it was a fucking good ninja.
dont emo okay,
i show you some love kay bic boi??

2009-04-21T01:40:00.002+08:00

something epic happened last week.
after smoking with kaixuan at city hall,
we were stopped by 2 NEA officers.

and instead of being fined for 200 each for both of us for throwing ciggarette butts,
kaixuan talked our way through and we only let off with a verbal warning!
thanks bro,you saved both our asses.
divine intervention not?

so hai guyz who wansta fuck patricia mok?
LOL.

im thinking of getting another pair of denim this week.
WHAT WILL IT BE?
fit > fades imo.

2009-04-21T01:37:00.001+08:00

if theres anything i learned from the whole of year 1,
its to trust my judgement and not regret what i do.

WATCH OUT MEGA LOSERS.

2009-04-13T01:46:00.002+08:00

up to no good,
and we are ruling the hood.
gangstas of khatib.

so today me and sam took a train,
alighted at city hall,then went up the escalator,
and then we saw like millions of thai/myanmar people,
and there were only a handful of singaporeans.
we were like "wtf? why are we foreigners in our own country?"
those thai people were also covered in mud and shit,
so we just gtfo from them.eewww.

i have not went to uniqlo yet.
must visit it soon.

i cut my hair recently and i kinda regret it.
as irritable as it was,i kinda like waking up in the morning
with my hair over my face.
bah.

over and out.

2009-04-06T23:17:00.003+08:00

hello everyone.
i've been gone for a month..lets just say i have been busy with life.
and most of the time when i want to update,i just look at the time,
and its already 5am so i went to bed instead.

this month long spirit walk has taught me many things.
like how everyone should avoid Eunos/Ubi area
cause its a god forsaken piece of wasteland.
and when i went to 2a4 chalet,
I OWNED AT PICTIONARY LOLOL.

the whole month i was slowly building up my bike,
and thanks to sam for getting all the parts for me,
MY BIKE HAS BEEN COMPLETED.woo.

the other day we cycled to jalan kayu.
saw a damn cute mongrel puppy on the way there.

jalan kayu = CLEARED!

went cycling around yishun yesterday and fell down due to wet ground.
was wearing jeans but scratched my knee in the process.oww.

today me and sam cycled to mandai road.
we cycled there,went to the zoo to eat KFC
then we cycled back home.LOL.

took this on the way back home.
nice right.cycling along mandai road promises many sights similar to this.
was hoping we see a crocadile but we didnt.

last week i went to watch a movie with sim qing and gang at cineleisure.
the shinjuku incident.quite a nice show about japanese mafia,
depicting politics and power hungry-ness.
and probably the only show jackie chan did not do kung fu.hoho.

went for OPSS's 10th year anniversary.
quite nice to see the teachers again.
its true that many say you'd appreciate the school better
AFTER you graduate from it.
lolol.

school is starting soon omg i dont want school to start.
life is looking too good for it to start!

2009-02-27T01:09:00.003+08:00

WHATS UP WITH IT VANILLA FACES!

its been a while,
and i have been well and at peace with myself.

if my calculations are correct,i have about 7 weeks of holiday left.
this shall be my well deserved break,no doubt.

im very happy with my life at the moment.
it is showing very strong signs of attuning itself back on the right track.
very nice.

kristen bell and dania ramirez are very hot.
KB makes me wanna watch forgetting sarah marshall again.
speaking of,its been a long long while since i've been in the cinemas.
i miss popcorn.mmhmm.

i want to fix my A-T headphones.
but its at kallang,so far.

i guess i'll end here today.

2009-02-10T02:58:00.001+08:00

yesterday was fucking funny.
we were out throwing stones around
when and indian CID came and wanted to bring us back to the station
but sam replied him in a gay manner and we are off the hook!

in the CID's mind he was probably thinking
'HOLY SHIT HOMOSEXUALS'
and then all he could say to us was
"get lost from here"

im so fucking high right now,
and all i want to say is that i love my hair.
it smells so fuckin' good.
i wish i could marry my hair.

its 334am right now,
and i just finished watching Spirited Away.
nice film,i would say,
but slightly disturbing.
just slightly.

i want to go vivo city tml!

2009-02-07T02:53:00.003+08:00

i have already won.

2009-02-06T02:05:00.000+08:00

father i have sinned

2009-01-18T01:36:00.002+08:00

im sick.a little.

i am thankful for the fact that i have friends out of school to talk to.
they give the most sound and most logical advice,
which ironically i dont heed! hahaha.
but its true though,i have to watch myself
so i dont get fucked over anytime soon.

i have been dreaming alot about you recently.
some good,some bad.
and every morning i wake up confused.

maybe thats why most of my friends call me a tank.
i really dont know...

2009-01-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

i believe i repeated myself multiple times.

^_^

2009-01-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

i feel that theres a need for me to say this,
even i know that it may cause discontent and unhappiness.

today,at level 4,when mr vincent phua said he smelled smoke smell,
in a split second,without hesistation,i was pointed fingers at,
i didnt quite like it.

i mean if i had smoked,
and fingers were pointed at me,
i of course,wouldnt mind,
after all,i did and i shouldnt deny it.

but the thing was that i didnt smoke,
and yet i was accused.
especially when i had promised a few people that i was quitting,
what would they think?

no offence man,
but what you did today was totally uncool....

2009-01-02T01:02:00.003+08:00

first official post of the year,biatches.

didnt make any new year resolutions cause heck,
who the hell keeps to them past the first month of the year?

on a cold christmas eve and christmas,
i did totally nothing,
which i think is better then going down to
crowdy orchard road and squeezing and counting down with banglas.
spare me,i already had my fill of that the previous year,haha.

on the eve of the new year,
it was a much more interesting day.
after school,the class stayed back to celebrate meizhen's birthday,
and when everything has ended and everybody's leaving,
it was then discovered that the chocolate writing had misspelled her name.
the chocolate writing wrote 'meizheM' hahahaha.

after that,went orchard,then alexandra road,then vivo city.
there was nothing to buy from vivo city so went back to yishun
then went to wenlin's house for potluck dinner and countdown.

it was sad that sam,g and my plans to go on a pee-ing spree was cancelled.

today went to town with g,
didnt buy much,then went back to yishun to eat dinner with sam.
then after that left off to woodlands to meet meizhen so that she
could teach me css.haha.
thanks meizhen but i still think that for tomorrow our group's presentation is done for,ahaha.

was browsing through my received files just now,and there was
this video that sim qing made months ago for dbt0802.
it was a photo montage of the events that happened from orientation day
all the way to our dbt0802 chalet.
the days when david was still around and when edmund attended school more often.
the video does bring back other sweet memories too.....

hmmm i need to make plans.
i need inspiration,but the sad part is that inspiration comes in the form
of smoking 2-3 sticks of cigarettes in one go,
making me so high and dizzy and wanting to puke so much,
and just lying there on my bed,semi-concious and not able to move.
but all my best ideas are generated from that sickening,head pounding,
puking and soon-to-be-knocked-out state.
sad price to pay for a quick burst of genius,brilliant ideas.

oh well i guess i have time to spare by being knocked out i guess.=/

oh recently i have been coughing a little,
and whenever i take deep breaths i will experience pain in my throat area,
and the pain will stretch from my throat all the way down to my chest.
and sometimes i will get the kind of funny feeling you get in your throat
just when you are about to puke.
i hope i dont get throat cancer or anything.
it would really suck i were to die at this age.

omgomg,school starts at 8 tml gotta sleep.

2008-12-31T01:46:00.002+08:00

was feeling pretty upset just now,
a little angry even.
but after reading a little something on the internet,
i guess i should just resign myself to the bitterness thats to come.
it was me who chose to walk down this path thats seemingly beautiful,
yet so far from heaven.

i feel like i have been cheated by a desperate salesman trying to sell his goods,
all promises and gurantees,
but what i get in the end is nothing near as promised.

i guess in this 19year old mortal body,
im just a little boy,with nostalgia forming a major characteristic of me.

release of project module's term 1 ica results.
mmmmmmmmmm.

perhaps it is selfish,but this righteous heart does not feel any wrong.
rights or wrongs,
perhaps i am to be the antagonist forever.

2008-12-25T20:24:00.002+08:00

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric.For she was already attractive enough.Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.Carol wasn't ugly at all.In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.While Cathlyn was labeled as the cool and attractive type.Eric always insulted Carol.

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was.And how dumb she looked.Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.That's life. Carol never gave up though.She wanted to prove something to Eric.She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.She studied hard, really hard.She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.But she never forgot Eric.Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker.Always with the same words.'I care for you, and I always will'Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.Eric began to realise.How dumb he had been.His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.Was flirting with other guys.He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.For she had found a wealthier guy.Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.He went to look for Carol.He knelt on his knees, and said."Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.She only uttered these words."You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed.He didn't understand a word that she said to him.But they became good friends.Did everything together.Eric began to change into someone better.Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.They just accepted him for his looks.But Carol accepted him for himself .She changed him.Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.She didn't come for a week.At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.Saying that Carol was about to die.She had been suffering from cancer.But Carol forbade them from telling him.Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.But now that she was about to die.She wanted to see Eric for the last time.Eric rushed to the hospital.When he saw how weak Carol was.Tears began rushing down his cheeks.He whispered."Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her."You can't leave me!" he said."What will I be without you?""You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."
"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Eric screamed.He still couldn't accept Carol's death.He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.It's better to tell someone how much you love them.Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.

found on the blog of a friend of my friend.
Unconditional love?
DISCUSS.

2008-12-24T02:44:00.003+08:00

as i was passing bottle tree park today(the prawn fishing place),
i suddenly remembered.

mental note to self for future visits,
or future visitors cause its god damn fun to fish for prawns especially when im there.

[LEAVE THE PREMISES BEFORE 3.30AM BECAUSE THATS THE TIME THE
AH PEH SECURITY GUARD GOES TO SLACK AND WOULDNT OPEN THE FRONT GATE
FOR US AND WE HAVE TO CLIMB THE WOODEN FENCE WHICH REALLY HURTS
YOUR TOES ALTHOUGH THE FENCE LOOKS HARMLESS.]

hmm mum went off to phuket for a holiday since monday and will be back on thursday
and idk where dad went,
and so no one is around to do the laundry and im running out of jeans.
i just hope that i dont run out of underwear.

today is also the day that i just realized that for the past few weeks/months,
i have been losing my temper quite easily.
but most of the time my mind's still rational enough to keep myself in check
so that i dont do or say anything out of rage.

unless somethings coerced me to just shoot my mouth off in an instant.
which most of the time i dont really regret doing so because i dont see why
i cant defend myself while you chip away at whats left of my patience and rationality
with your words.
yeah yeah,you are the most 'manly' and 'useful' one among us boys.
braggart.

2008-12-21T18:25:00.004+08:00

feeling ill again.
was getting alot better...then it went downhill again.
the best advice i can give myself is to sleep earlier,
and start eating proper meals,
or to even start eating at all.

on friday,while going home from school,
there was these 3 malay dudes,kindly telling me that i had left my bag open.
they werent mats wearing skinnies and high cap and shit like that,
but they were big sized and they were gangsta and nigga and stuff like that.
thanks,'homies'.
hahaha.

saturday was a pretty fun day.
met up with my com skills group at 12plus
then went to do our video shooting.
my part was epic humiliation. >.< style="font-weight: bold;">sabo-ed to be assist. class rep.
yes,i have evidence.
belief and faith in me?
lol bullshit and lies.

went to the function room,everyone started eating,
but i didnt cause wasnt hungry.
while i went out to take a smoke and enjoy the evening wind,
a classmate of mine came out,and told me that out of all her guy friends,
im the most 'zi shuai' one.
from my understanding of the chinese language,
'zi' means straight and 'shuai' means handsome.
so im the most straight and most handsome guy she has ever known. :D

she also understands me very well,
she knows that im keeping my mouth tightly shut about some things
even though my personality is screaming at me to just
open my mouth and voice it all out.
i appreciate you,friend.(:

then went in,played some games,
then left the area.took bus 39 all the way back,
alighted with allan at bottle tree park,waited for sam to arrive then
we went prawn fishing!
didnt catch much for the night.

ohoh halfway while fishing,
the Grand Master of Prawning came over with a net of about 10 prawns,
placed it near me,and said "This is yours."
and walked off in a cool manner.
i was like "huh...okay"
then i shouted and asked sam if those prawns were the ones he caught,
but he said no.
then i was like OMG THE GRAND MASTER HAS BLESSED ME WITH HIS PRAWNS.
it was a true honour receiving his prawns.
i also have never spoken to him before,and to think that my
first words to him are just a 'huh okay'
its how scary that every week,when he leaves,he always brings home
about 40-50 prawns.
and whenever he catches a prawn,he just calmly hauls it up with 1 hand
like it was nothing to him.

i hope he makes me his disciple hehehe.

also,the boss of the prawning farm once said
"ni dong ni hen ice cream mah?"
HAHAHA.

waited til around 5am plus,then went home.
freaking tired,slept at 6am.

went out today in the evening to eat sushi at hougang.
not bad,could have ate more if i wasnt having a sore throat
and if my appetite was better.
went home after eating.

2008-12-19T19:29:00.002+08:00

once again,i have fallen ill.

i used to be strong,and every moment spent in my weakened emotional state
is punishment to me,both physically and mentally.

keep me warm on a cold winter's night.

2008-12-17T01:56:00.002+08:00

first of all,i would like to say

rest in peace great grandmother.
i hope that your 98 years of living has been a full and meaningful one.
although i wouldnt say you never had any regrets in your life,
i just wish and hope that no regrets remain when you left this world.

in my 19years of life,i think i have only seen my great grandma 19times.
an average of 1 time per year,which is on chinese new year day.
and i dont speak much to her,cause all along i just greet her "lao mah"
and then she will ask in teochew
"you are ah hwa(my dad) son ah?"
and i will just say "ya" and just smile politely before leaving her room.
and this routine repeats itself,year by year.

although i wouldnt say i regret not speaking to her more when shes still around,
but she being born in the year 1910,
great grandma was like a piece of singapore's history.
she has witnessed WW2 in singpore,seen lee kuan yew rise to power and all that.
and now she has joined them...to be remembered as the past.

i will miss you great grandmother...

on a lighter note,
i think that we should form a band guys.
our first hit single would be,
"oh its so true,i wouldnt be fucking you"
or something like,
"dont you ever dare lay hands on me,G"
fucking awesome right.

also thanks sam for cooking the mee poh dry.
it wasnt horrible tasting,thank god for that.
but it still feels gay knowing the fact that
a guy of around the same age as me cooked noodles for me.
hmmmmm.
also nice video of I.P MAN.
HAHAHA.

this holiday feels like the semester break we had 2months plus ago.
so many things just felt like how it was 2months back..
but of course its not exactly the same..
some things are way different now.

i was reading some of my older posts on my blog,
and sadly,a random prediction i made in my september archive
came true,it wasnt exactly 100% true,but it was somehow,somewhere there.
this shows that....

I CAN LOOK IN THE FUTURE LOL.

good night folks

2008-12-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

its so ironic,that the noun 'words'
is so over used by humans,yet it still remains the thing that hurts the most

i wouldnt say i'm sorry, instead, i'll just be truthful,
cause afterall,its the most sincere way to show that im trying to resolve a situation..right?
besides, i dont think my 'apologies' would be of any use at all.. .maybe just a little.
BUT, first of all, the intention of this post is not to add fuel to the fire
i think the problem with us is that both of us are like 'outspoken people'.
similar to point that we are both 'outspoken'
but different in what we stand and believe in.

maybe thats why we fight so much, maybe thats why we fought so much.
if we do ever fight again however, which i would rather avoid, and instead have a good conversation to settle things out.

i think we would both need to look at the big picture before we go into any form of argument and just hurt each other, causing unhappiness, sorrow, despair, disappointment, pressure, stress, and every other negative feeling or result one can derive from the dictionary because thats just what fights do, they break you down and leave you feeling empty.

even if you might be very cautious or distrusting of me now,
if we do work together again,i promise history would not be repeated.
because after all this,i finally learned something from it.

i realize that is not my position to pinpoint or oppress anyone who have conflicting opinions.
i think what we need to do is that we both have to try to understand what each of us are doing.
and if we have different views we both need to realize that the other idea might actually really be better.

no i'm not shooting you or anything,
in fact, i myself must also try to see why you wanted things to be done a certain way,
and vice versa.

i think i've said enough, you deserve the term break,
please take care of yourself,pamper yourself,
catch up on your sleep.
you definately deserve better.

even though earlier i said i wont apologize,
i guess... i'm sorry things like this happened, i'm not proud of what i've said or done.

if it was any other girl i wouldnt even have cared half as much.

2008-12-13T01:14:00.004+08:00

after reading what you said,
i regretted what i had done
i had gone too far and did too much...

all i wanted to do was to make you happy
but along the way something went horribly wrong
and now im paying for my mistakes...

perhaps the damage done was way too severe.
perhaps you have expected better,
expected much more from me
hence the huge disappointment in me
you have never expected that i was such a major letdown...

at the end,after everything,
if we are still not able to reconcile,to become normal friends again,
i would say that i would be very sad to witness
the death of our friendship,
the death and passing of something once so beautiful...

but if we were to become friends again,
something which i really hope and yearn for,
it would definately be most wonderful,
and it our friendship would most likely be stronger then it was before...

i dont know the past,
neither do i know the present,
and most definately know nothing of the future,
i dont know anything else right now...

im very tired
and how i wish i could be a bear,and hibernate and sleep for the whole of next 2 weeks
its pointless waking up,to face reality once again
to face emptiness for every waking minute
and when i finally wake up 2 weeks later,
maybe the world will change,
maybe miracles happen like the cure to aids or cancer has been found,
or maybe shit happens like world war 3 or some global epidemic arises
but it would be most interesting........

i definately deserve these 2 weeks of break

2008-12-10T01:35:00.002+08:00

hmm.
this is week 9,
and today is quite a big day,because we have to submit our project folders to
scott jones for checking today,for him to see what was done for this term.

and for the project folder,it was marked as a group effort,under Project Management.
we got an A for it.
and as the group leader,i was tasked to handle the file,print everything,
put everything in,organise the stuff inside,and bring it everytime.

but obviously i didnt lift a single finger in managing the file.
cause if i was in charge of the file,we'd probably get D for it.

so,i would like to thank meizhen,
for single handedly managing the file for the past 9 weeks.
i would also like to thank you on the behalf of the group,
because im guessing that the rest of the members are probably
too ungrateful to utter a word of thanks or appreciation to you.
but do tell me when any of them prove me wrong okay?(:

perhaps i have burdened you with my responsibility for far too long,
so feel free to pass the file to me anytime.
but i do not gurantee that we maintain a A grade for the file.haha.

but i would also like to say sorry,
for i cannot respect your decision to spare those 2.
like i have said multiple times,they have taken your kindness for granted.
and this behavior is going to be worse and worse,
until its gonna be like today,where they dont even bother to hand in
crappy pieces of work,cause they know you will do their part for them.
the entire part.while they get free marks.

it was on your behalf that i spared 1 of them today.
but please make sure that it gets into her head that she does,
finishes and submits her work by the deadline,
cause i already said im giving her one last chance.
just one more time and shes screwed over.

please understand that,
long ago,during week 2,
when she say stupid stuff like,
"if you guys want to fail,go ahead.please dont drag me down too"
and especially when she directs it to me,
she has,in a way,promised to commit to the project.

but when she do stupid stunts like what she did today,
i will have got to let her go,
im not going to let her drag me down and fail with her.(:

overall,for both of them,
it would have been fine if it was once or twice,
but too many times,and when it affects my groupmates and friends,
especially causing a major lack of sleep for some people,
it has gone way too far.

you may hate me for being a selfish leader,
but this is the only practical path i can take.
they are being so selfish,and i really dont see why we must suffer for them.

2008-12-07T01:43:00.002+08:00

i was out the whole day yesterday,
celebrating an old friend's birthday.
when another old,close friend of mine told me he reads my blog,
which surprised me alot.
because after all these years,he still keeps track of my blog.
he also added that he also read the blog of my 'agrue-e'

this friend of my commented that my most recent rant posts
were very well written and coordinated.
also,he said that those posts were very harsh,and straight to the point.
he asked if i had any prior planning whatsoever, or did i acquire the help
of 2 of our other old friends,both known to have very sharp tongues.
but of course i said no,to both questions.

initially,i was a little happy,cause it seemed like a compliment to me.
but i thought again,because this is something i shouldnt be proud of.
its like saying someone is very talented in murdering people,
but at the end of the day,it is not something good or something to be proud about.

im very tired of these fighting and arguments.
we have been fighting non stop for 3 weeks.
both parties show no sign of giving in,its clearly a fight to the death.
and i thought to myself,what do i really want above all these arguments?
all i want is peace,and maybe be friends again.
but after arguing for 3 weeks,even if either party were to win the argument(s).
would it really bring back the peace we all had last time?
will we still be friends again like last time?
it is highly unlikely.

and that is why i have come to this,
in hopes that what we have been seeking all this while may come to fruition.
i give up fighting.
im not going to argue anymore.
im too tired to...and even if i have the energy,i dont wish to continue anymore.
and if it makes you happy,yeah im going ahead to say
you win.i lost.

maybe you were in the right from the start,maybe neither of us were,
either way,i dont care anymore....i want my peace..
i already went ahead and buried the hatchet on my side,
what you would do on your side,its all up to you..
even if you were to choose to harbor hate for me for the rest of your life,
i dont blame you..

if you were to ignore all my messages,or to ignore me for the rest of your life,
i hope you read this final post,
just to let you know my current intentions are..
and if it doesnt trouble you too much,
i hope you too,let me know in one way or another,
what your thoughts or intentions are after reading this post.
it wouldnt hurt to let me know if we are still enemies,strangers or friends after all the past 3 weeks....right? [=

although it may be too late already,
i still would like to ask for your forgiveness,
and i pray that its not too late for that.
all in all,to me,you are still a dear friend that i rather not lose....

im sorry for everything!

2008-12-02T09:50:00.001+08:00

oh my god.
yesterday was the one of the funniest shit i have had in weeks.
its amazing how when the 3 of us get together,
our deeply heartfelt problems become laughs.
i almost shit my pants laughing.literally.
it becomes all funny til....

an unknown uncle from nowhere pops out.
it really killed the mood.

but ahh.
funny stuff.

they are one of my closest friends,
and just weeks ago(almost months),
i managed to piss both of them off in one go.
then i thought to myself, "wow i am epic fail"

but the amazing thing is that true friends 'forgive',
and after we reconciled i actually became mindful
of my words and actions when i am around them.
less of a jerk,more of a friend.
i guess in layman terms its called 'cherishing your close friends'
its losing friends like these that make you feel that a little part
of your heart is missing,little,but big enough to be noticeable.

dont worry,other close friends,
im working on integrating you guys into a part of my heart too. :P

today was quite a day.
with the thought in mind that im getting wotlk today when i went out of the house,
i thought that nothing could bring me down today.
but i was wrong,and it wasnt too bad...i guess.

but much accomplishments today!
jones presentation is over,finished sengp project.
and getting WOTLK!
wowza.

and i thought that it was a little funny that today,
after finishing sengp project,i was like
"alright see you suckers!" and raising both my middle fingers in the air
cause thats how i celebrate freedom,
lin long was like "OIE!" and she actually wanted to point them,
but she didnt because she didnt want to degrade herself.

cmon,L--2,join the dark side.
you'll be able to point them every single day.
otherwise,SEE YA SUCKA.

the other sucking thing is that after reaching home with my wotlk,
i remembered that its tuesday and wow is having maintenance.
NABEI.

GOODNIGHT IM SLEEPING.

2008-11-30T12:08:00.004+08:00

hmm,after reading something posted on the internet i decided
to give my very own review and thoughts.

lets see..

mentality and maturity level higher then anyone coming from a rich family?
just because you take more hardship than others doesnt make you more mature.
if you are looking for the word,its "sensible".
i really dont see how taking in more hard knocks in life could make you more superior
than "rich family people" mentally and maturity wise.

i mean,you can pull through all the hardship through sheer dumb luck,
and learn totally nothing from it.no plus points to maturity level.
im not saying you are like that but yeah you get my point.

also,im speaking from a 'non rich family' point of view.
my family isnt rich.sometimes at the end of the month
things can get really financially tight for us.
but we still pull through.meh

i digress.

anyways,you misunderstand my point.
when i said "still need your mum to clean after your shit?"
i of course didnt mean you are mummy's girl.
im trying to put across that you are behaving like a child,
when it comes to resolving problems you just run away saying "its my fault sorry"
jeez.

i also hate how in your current pm you put,
"only you have the most respect"
it really pisses me off how you put things like that in your pm.
you are not making it any better,you are only making it worse.

contribution to the project?
did i not do what i was tasked?
i tried my best to meet all deadlines just so that the project wouldnt fall crumble like cookies.
and i believe saying it more then a couple of times
"if you think my piece of work sucks,tell me.i will go redo."
just so that on top of everything you had to do,you dont have to redo my part.

also regarding the scott jones last minute email raising requirements of what
he wants to see in our week 8 presentation,
i remember saying it countless times,
"it isnt your fault,so why not spread the workload?its not like they are leading very busy lives"
but you just choose to do everything by yourself.
yes,i offered to share the workload,and i did less than half of everything.
but i offered to help out even more,asking you to send me some of cheryl's wireframe
for me to do at home.i mean like i have so much free time.why wouldnt you allow me to help?

yes,you did ask me to do ryan's part,and i refused.
i let my personal feelings about him affect the project.
it was very unprofessional of me,and i sincerely apologize for that.

yes,i know you despise our group.
it was probably the unluckiest day of your life on the day
that the groupings were made.
i was absent,and when i heard about the groupings,
i truly felt sorry for you.
do you remember? i actually apologized to you.for being assigned to your group.
for our group,passing was already difficult,let alone getting grades like A or B.
it was imminent that your gpa will be pulled down by this module.
but i dont blame you.if i was you i too wouldnt be too happy too.
such a shitty group,we were almost doomed to fail.

yes i know i suck as a leader.
but wasnt it you who pleaded with me to be the group leader?
i already told you that you shouldnt be expecting too much when im in charge.

i tried to be understanding.
"be nice to her" i often told myself.
i really,really tried my best to make you happy.
but i dont know if i succeeded too well or fail horribly.
cause at the end,you just said,
"dont be too nice to me,i dont like it."
i was pissed,possibly heartbroken.
i tried so hard,who am i doing this for?
my acts of kindness obviously went unappreciated.

all in all,
i just want to apologize for all the discouraging words that i had said to you
in your most difficult times.
i loved you as a friend,but day by day i lost my understanding of you
til i totally couldnt comprehend you anymore.
perhaps our friendship was fated to end on a sour note.

2008-11-30T00:25:00.002+08:00

wow.seriously.
you resorting to that really shows how immature you are.
too pussy to talk things out?
still need your mum to clean after your shit?
i guess.

you think that i can never get serious when doing work?
especially the stupid fucking project module?
you think that all my suggestions are nothing but crap
so its perfectly okay to dismiss them without giving any thought to it?

yeah sure,you are the "talent" of the group.
the rest of us are just failing idiots pulling your grades down.

i mean at the end of the day people will still say to me,
"eh boy shut up lah knnbccb your gpa 2.1 only hers 3.9 you listen to her lah chao fuck"
oh well.

you obviously lack respect for others.

its also funny how most decisions are made by you
and when it comes to shit,i get stuff like.
"you are the leader,its up to you."
ha-ha.

you also like to throw the phrase "close friends"
and stuff like that around,
but at the end of the day,
we all realize it means nothing.
day after day its your deceit we are chewing on.

since i am tired now i guess i will just have to sum it up in one sentence before i go sleep.
its only been a short while,but im sick of attitude problem of yours.
so go fix yourself,or go fuck yourself.

GOODNIGHT.

"the strange thing is.."

2008-11-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

friday was almost a perfect day.ALMOST.

2008-11-27T20:45:00.002+08:00

almost 36 hours later,
im still not sure how i should feel.
anger,or disappointment?

almost 36 hours later,
im still not sure what i should do.
to confront,or to dismiss?

half a dozen doses and hours of sleep later,
and still,the answers are unclear.

1 more day,
reactions and decisions will come gushing down
like a released water dam filled to the brim.

2008-11-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

i hate the scott jones project.

i hate scott jones.

perhaps im hard to work with.
idk maybe its true its the first time im touching a project in this year.

i just hope its me so i can change.
i really dont see why i should get fucking pissed with this.

there was no mochi today so we changed to new york new york.
im trying the yankee burger the next time im there.
12inches of madness!

ok i gotta go sleep now bye.

2008-11-22T00:52:00.002+08:00

i think its for the best for me not to believe everything
that i ever hear.
getting disappointment in return over and over again
isnt exactly what i am looking for in life.
people are so full of shit...

i was so tired today i conked out from 8-10pm.
and since my hp is rarely turned to silent,
my message tone was loud and kinda disturbed my sleep
so i reluctantly got up..grabbed my handphone,
glanced at the message and fell back to sleep.

when i woke up at 10pm,i realized my hp was still in my hand,
and when i checked my hp,there were 2 more messages other then that one,
which surprisingly the other 2 didnt wake me up.
and i also realized that i had subconciously replied the first message
in my sleep!
to a question which i was supposed to reply 'not sure',
i had actually typed 'not share'.
but hey its considered not bad already okay,
i was sleeping!

i think that things like that happen naturally when
some people are just too talented. :D

following a good friend's advice,
i decided to actually start doing my work.
obviously i came to regret it...idiots.

humans will never learn their lesson.
epic fail.

LIST OF THINGS TO BUY FOR MYSELF
-wow prepaid
-wrath of lich king
-another pair of raw jeans
-BACKPACK
-a drink

2008-11-20T01:21:00.003+08:00

mz PLEASE stop falling down already!

photoshop has an insatiable hunger for time.

2008-11-19T00:42:00.002+08:00

i felt really bad when meizhen pleaded with us to not go have a smoke cause we already just had one but we just walked off regardless of her persistence.

i guess i should really cut down.

2008-11-16T23:14:00.003+08:00

hey im a hunter, ask me whats my pet! :D

prawn fishing is rewarding!
HEHE.
firstly i caught 4 prawns;first 4 in my life.
then 4 of us caught a total of 16 prawns
and at around 3am,we were the only ones there
and we found a net with 11 prawns inside.
so we just cooked all 27 prawns there,took the net home
cause it didnt belong to bottle tree park
(good quality net sam says)
and on top of that we were given 6tickets X 6hours each free!
i guess i musta been too handsome.sigh.

sam just watching your fucking diet.
it may look like killing yourself,
but i was once pretty affected by it too.
but now its just a lifestyle that i have come to accept.
shit happens in life,so meh.

after that we went to coffeeshop...and waited til around 5am
so that wee meng could take the first train home.
but it didnt come til 545 or something.LOL.

i went home and slept at around 530am..
woke up 4.5hrs later at 10am,idk why either.
for the whole day i pretty much stayed home,
taking naps and waking up.

went out later in the night which i came to regret.
was feeling a little disorientated but hey i promised.
only to go out and get fucking disappointed.
jeez.

annnnd WOO its past 12 so its officially 17 nov.
happy 1 month,my unwashed cheap mondays!
5 more months to go before your bath.woot.

i dun feel like going school tomorrow.
i'd hate to see a shit storm.
on a freaking monday.

2008-11-15T10:07:00.002+08:00

every waking moment NOT being able to play wrath of the lich king is living hell.

SOMEONE PLEASE SHOOT ME IN THE FUCKING HEAD.

im going real cranky.

until i learn how to do twitter updates,short little irritating updates like this
will suffice for now.
SEE YOU.

2008-11-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

its late at night,
i should be sleeping right now cause sleeping healthy is good for the body,
but i believe that when things have escalated to this,
i feel the need to speak,to voice out my true feelings,
hence this very important blogpost.

i just want to say that i want to play wrath of the lich king.
it released today in singapore and i have yet to get it,
and my monthly subscription expired,i have yet to renew it.
i have not pwned for 11days.
i feel very sad.

this past week has been pretty fun.
last saturday,hanging out with my best buds,

G : you have girl legs.
daryl : you have a girl's private part.
G : ...fuck you.

and also sam said to me,
"if i were to compare you to exactly a year ago,i would say you've changed alot."
which made my day.or night.whatever was appropiate at that moment.
weeee.

went prawn fishing for the very first time,
caught nothing,but exactly 24hours from now
im gonna try again.
im a soon to be master hauler of prawns.

i dont want to be the fool of the class at the end of my poly life.

if you guys havent noticed,the class is breaking up.meh.

i think i shouldnt attempt to change myself.
maybe i shine more when im doing things alone.

nothing much to say about school weekdays,
except that sandman likes to visit me rather often,
i think hes gay.

i spent too much this week.
at this rate im never going buy the things i need.
noooooooooooooooooooo.

yes,i know my blog is boring,
and it will be for a very long time.
the only thing i can say is enjoyment from reading my blog
is an acquired taste. :D

things could get worse tomorrow.
i hope my nightmares dont come back...
im fucking scared....

i need a smoke.badly.

and coincidentally,i need sleep.
so BYE.

2008-11-06T00:53:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD THIS GUY IS FUCKING TALENTED.
YOU GUYS HAVE TO WATCH THIS.
I CAN GUARANTEE YOUR NEXT 3MINS WILL NOT BE WASTED.

stupid com skills roleplaying today.
i didnt go for the morning rehearsal,
so i didnt had lines for scene 2 so i just said whatever came to my mind,
which was totally random blabber.
thanks to zhien yi for actually being able to answer my dumb random lines.
your impromptu skills are the skillz.
i still feel bad for screwing up though.
sorry guys.........

watched tropic thunder today after school
and i have to say,its one of the funniest movies i have seen in months or YEARS.
i mean like yes i laugh alot in real life and shit
but the past comedy movies i've watched doesnt even make me laugh.
its not that im too dumb to understand the humour,
its just that the humour there is too mild that it doesnt even tickle me.

i hope my laptop comes back soon.

2008-11-03T01:01:00.002+08:00

awww fuck.
my laptop went kaboom on me today,
so im sending it for repairs tomorrow
and hopefully i can get it back soon
and HOPEFULLY i will still retain my files inside
or im really screwed for LIFE.

using desktop at the moment,
which was recently reformatted so theres
totally nothing inside,no games no music no nothing.
the next few days are gonna be so painful....

also,this may be late but thanks milko for the name tag,
and also for the sms in the middle of the night which woke me up,
i appreciate it alot...smiles.

not forgetting mz too,
have beenreally concerned about me.
both of you have been real sweet,
but theres no need to be worried about me..
i am pro.

today was eldest cousin lloyd's wedding,
which was quite a big deal cause it was the first wedding in the 3rd generation
in the maternal side of my family.
after abstaining from tobacco and alcohol for more than a month,
i'd thought that glass of red wine was well deserved.
the whisky would've been nice if it wasnt mixed with water...
and so here goes another month of cold turkeying not drinking alcohol.

and also i've got some annoying cousins.
gawd,L2stfu.christ.

i also bought 2 pairs of footwear today.
i feel like a girl with a shoe shopping fetish..
but it was more of a need then a vanity impulse.

the ipod nano 4th generation is really fucking sweet.
8gb,double the screen size of the previous 3 generation,
brighter,longer battery life,dynamic shape,a little of iphone technology,
and most importantly,much CHEAPER then the 3 generations?
looks to be a must buy at the price of $248.

when i first bought my 1st generation,it was like 200-300 for 2gb.
i bought my 2nd generation 8gb at $360,
skipped the 3rd gen cause it was fugly,
and now the 4th gen 16gb is only $348 which is cheaper than my gen 2?!
no wonder kenny sia was so pissed!
steve jobs you must be fucking with us.
the only thing was that black and white for gen 4 was epic fail
cause the colour scheme was a little different.

school starts at 10 tomorrow ITS TIME TO SLEEP.

2008-10-30T22:41:00.001+08:00

im quite depressed actually.

2008-10-28T21:45:00.002+08:00

its been a hectic week.
stuff like ME being elected as DBT08's most handsome boy.
naw,just kidding.
eveyone knows,so theres no need for elections for that.
elections were for me being Assistant Class Representative.
which is pretty surprising,cause you basically dont hand a
job or position laden with responsibility to someone who doesn't undertake
responsibility at all,which is yours truly.
ms kwa keeps reassuring me with the words
"you were chosen cause your classmates have faith in you
that you will do a good job."
bah.
in within 6 months when it rotates,i will ascend to class rep,taking
over the recently promoted sim qing.

its been a week and i have done absolutely nothing to fufill my responsibilities.
sigh.
initiative,initiative.

also attended my first french class cause i didnt attend the first week.
I CANT CATCH UP.
je m'appalle alexis de beau.
tu es chien.

i love the bittersweet taste of dark chocolate.

i believe the i,like any other human in the world,
deserves a good night sleep.
i was so freaking tired today at school,
i was able to sleep virtually anywhere.
christ.

im so freaking tired i shall go sleep now.

2008-10-20T01:21:00.002+08:00

"thanks,you guys had my interests at heart,
your concerns are none like any other."

what an eventful first week of semester 2.
what better way to start it then to almost die on the first day?

went to some clinic on a monday for some injection,
when i reached home,turns out i have some drug allergy to it,
everything went hellish,rushed back to get some counter injection,
pulse was decreasing,was blacking out,
ambulance came,sent to ttsh,
spent like 3 hours there in a & e.

crazy shit man.

stayed home to rest on a tuesday,thus killing off the longest day of the week.
the rest of the week was pretty okay.

been spending over $20 a day solely on food for the past few days.
killer.

miscommunications,misunderstandings,and several fools who do not know their place,
and im one of the included.
but like a fart,give it some time and it will clear up.
everyone just needs fresh air.

i love my friends,and classmates....(:

2008-10-07T12:52:00.002+08:00

zoooooom pew pew tew tew tew.

these few days have been hellish,
but its getting better now.

this may be very very late,
but i would like to thank everyone for all the birthday well wishes,
and all the celebration and stuff.
extra thanks goes to the people who organized stuff.
i loved the birthday presents!(:

ms kwa,being an awesome pem,got me a ben and jerry's cake.
damn nice right my pem.lol.
it was chocolate chip and strawberry.
would have been rockin' if it was strawberry cheesecake,
but hey im not complaining.

this could also be the turning point in my life
where i burn all my skinny jeans and wear straight cuts.
good old baggy straight cuts.
possibilities,possiblities.

i guess i have nothing more to update about my boring life.
i could say that my life now is an aspect of a hermit crab.

school's about start in a week,and i've just checked my timetable.
seems its all pretty good.

will be back to update more later.

2008-09-21T17:11:00.002+08:00

the world we are living in is pretty screwed up.
at this rate,the earth is gonna cave in on itself pretty soon.
both civilization and ecological aspects of the earth is
crumbling way too fast for any repairs of any sort.

i wonder what kind of world would i live in when i grow up.
what would have become of earth in the next 10 years?
maybe i wouldnt even live to see what happens to it.

im thinking of migrating outta here.
the big apple or uk seem really nice to go to.

ANYWAYS.
anyone thinking of catching My Sassy Girl?
(usa version)
i don't mind accompanying anyone to watch it again.:D
yes,im serious.

i need to get out of fantasy world and find a new romance.

2008-09-18T04:08:00.009+08:00

this semester's results are out,
and thankfully i passed all.
but of course,the gpa is like shit.
lets just consider this as a lucky slide
that i need not retake my modules next semester.

watched my sassy girl with some poly classmates,
and all i can say about the movie is elisha cuthbert is

SPANKING HOT.

like seriously.

other on screen fantasies include kristen bell and a new addition:
the local tv tracey tan.

ahhh.
somehow after watching the movie i feel like
im missing someone or something.
i just cant put my finger on what it is.
just trying to recall has taken me mind off lotsa things.
hmmm.

but overall it was one of the more touching romantic comedy movies
i have ever seen.

i need a break from my dreams.

2008-09-15T01:15:00.002+08:00

so a few days ago i signed up for a job at fish & co. at suntec
with sihao and we kinda got in so we have to do our oje.
which is some job evaluation shit before we are officially hired.
and the first day of work starts tomorrow.
or technically today in 8.5 hours,which is some sick shit!!

somehow i don't feel like working anymore.
sigh.

the last few days were spent doing nothing but
playing WoW,playing mahjong and going for supper with 2 very awesome buds.
ah wells.
it does seem this holiday really brought us together.
so close its almost like goosh goosh time.

...but it does feel good to see that im cutting back on my bad habits.
even if its a little bit.
but i'll take things slow,one step at a time.
....

also,recently my ipod earphones spoilt on me.
like both sides on one go.
the previous ipod earphones i used spoilt 1 side at a time,
but this time it was a double kill.
suck.

but i just bought a 60dollar audio technica headphones from sam.
rocking awesome man!
im really psyched but its totally unique ability to transform
from a headphone to a speaker.
how about i see you beat that,suckers!

shit shit work in 8.5 hours gotta crash.

*STAY TUNED for a video documentary of canal sleeping drunkards!*

2008-09-10T11:30:00.003+08:00

so im finally back after disappearing for another 14 days.
seems to be uncanny trend.

so lotsa things happened.
going back to orchid park for teachers day was
one of the crappiest things EVER.
did meet alot of old friends/classmates though.

unsurprisingly,some of them remain as disgusting as ever.

also caught 2 movies during the past 2 weeks,
star wars and forgetting sarah marshall.
both are really great movies,
kristen bell's very hot,
and when did mila kunis's boobs swell to those sizes?
hmmm.

dbt0802 chalet was really a blast.
went for the first day,but didnt stay.
came back on the second day for the barbeque,
spontaneous decision to stay overnight.
also celebrated stanley's birhtday too.
spent the whole night playing cards,gambling
and watching a really horrible,old school hong kong horror show.
in the morning,everyone fell asleep for a couple of hours,
then signed out and left for home.

i would also like to take this time to appreciate
what some people in the chalet have done to make it
a better place to stay and have fun in.
quite a number of names which i wouldnt mention,
these unsung heroes are the ones responsible for
keeping the class united.
and i guess most people should know who these people are.

but of course,things are gonna change in semester 2.
i can feel it,cause my spider sense tingles.

the holidays has also given me time to catch up
with 2 of my best buds,
which of course gives more mahjong opportunities.
both of them are setting up a mahjong outpost as i speak.

also us guys have also picked up WoW,
the retail version.
woot.

and if my estimations are correct i shall see you guys in 2 weeks.

2008-08-27T19:18:00.002+08:00

they say that the world's top 2 most addictive things
are nicotine and caffeine.
smoka-cino anyone?

exams are over!
makes no difference anyway,i've been playing everyday.
will update more later,gotta roll now.

i need a mini tote bag to put all my stuff.
something like a handbag.but NOT.

2008-08-24T14:21:00.002+08:00

woot.
with 2 exams down,theres only 2 more to go.
IT for business was pretty easy,probably above the marginal pass this time.
i should be able to pass c maths,thanks again to meizhen for
helping me out a few days before the paper.

the next 2 papers are gonna be hell.
how is anyone supposed to pass the next 2 papers.
its BPI and EMRKG ffs.

on a brighter note,
i got my copy of fast times at barrington high.
i hope the academy is doesnt go mainstream.

sam also came back from the states a week ago.
he bought me 2 caps!
as in like head wear,not condoms.
i love it dude,thanks.
he also bought whisky for G,
knowing fully well how G cant hold his liquor well
and rant on about ants.

the amazing thing this past week was that i changed my glasses,
and some people actually went "woah! when did you start wearing glasses?"
-_-

currently looking forward to:
clone wars,opss on teachers day and 0802 chalet.

2008-08-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

i cant sleep tonight.
cuzzy just told me that the new TAI cd is already out in singapore,
and the fact that its out in singapore but im not possessing it
just makes me all restless and unable to sleep.

stupid me.
i shoulda have popped by hmv yesterday but i was like,
"no no, it couldnt be out in singapore YET.things are always slow
around here."

DAMNIT.

will update more when im not so busy mugging.

micheal guy chislett.

2008-08-12T01:00:00.002+08:00

although im tired,lazy and having a very upset stomach,
i feel i must do this update for all my adoring fans and readers.
long live me.

having a very upset stomach due to something i ate today.
i think its the milk from morning,dealing substantial damage to
my already very weak stomach.

so,for the past 2 weeks i have been...err... doing many things.

first off the list is that i have been studying very hard which is total bullshit.

web applications project has been finally submitted after 17 long weeks,
with me ending up doing absolutely nothing for it.dun ask why.
scott jones is the shit.

went for the first hip hop lesson at o school.
although it was only an hour long lesson,
it was extremely tiring,it left my legs aching for 4 days.

went for the second lesson,which was merely 6 hours ago from now.
equally tiring,but we learned more stuff today.
fredy is also,the shit.

didnt catch any movie for 1 whole week,
which was pretty surprising considering how we love our student offers.
well actually was supposed to catch the mummy with them,but it clashed with
my first hip hop lesson,sowell.

celebrated national day by er..watching a little of the fireworks,
then went to weilong's frequented pub,lots stock and barrel to drink.
the prices were a little high,but overall it was better then eve's.
suffering bastard,anyone?

survived a car ride with weilong as the driver.
thank god for safety belts!
earmuffs needed.

went down to parkway parade to pass cuzzie awesome cds by awesome bands.
seriously,screw 70min bus rides.
cuzzie,no matter how much i love you as my cuzzie,
you ARE coming down to nanyang poly to return me those cds.kthxbai.

suffered food poisoning.
everything was alright UNTIL i stepped out of the house.
made it to bugis and start puking and watery stool-ing
a few times there.
which really made me feel bad cause i had to go home instead
of going to changi airport to send sam to LA.
but i really did appreciate them guys for waiting for me at marina bay
and everyone else for their concern!(:

annnd i guess thats about all that i can remember.
its technically tuesday now so 7 more days to exams and fast times!!
omg cant wait.

2008-07-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

the past fews days was vomit-fest.
really,really crazy stuff.

friday.
went to school slightly earlier cause edmund needs my help to play a role as 'the e-marketing teacher mr alana' and call his mum to reassure her that hes in school.
he also wanted me to add that he hasnt been taking MCs and has been passing all his tests.HAHA.

so school was finally released,and me,allan,cheryl and edmund went to ntuc to buy a whole carton of beer.thats 24 cans.
so we went to some void deck senior citizens corner and started drinking.its amazing how i conked out after my 3rd can.vomitted a total of 5 times.woo!
stan and sihao came at around 7plus,and stan went off with cheryl.
the rest of us started getting really high.
oh,the disgusting things we do when we get so drunk. (:
i wouldnt mention what i did,its too embarassing for the whole world to know.:D

the best part was yanqing sending us a message in the evening,which goes
"see lah..i now stomachache liao"
cause me and edmund bought her 1 litre of HL milk and asked her to finish it.
HAHA.
after that everyone got so wasted and we all went home.

saturday.
met zhong and adam in the afternoon,went to bugis and zhi came.
walked around(or more) and then i went back for grandma's barbeque.
ate,then left off to meet them again with royston joining us,
and we proceeded to zhong's house to drink.

this time i had self control,so i wouldnt get so wasted again.(:
went home and went to bed.

sunday.
met yanqing,allan and stan at cck mrt,went to eat kfc
and then bus-ed to pris's house to do project.
i feel bad for priscilla,if yanqing hadnt come,
half her house's food supply wouldnt be wiped out just like that.
milko also did a stunt,and we are pretty much prohibited to speak about it,
lest she gets angry.

a beetle fly into the room,and allan caught it with his own bare hands,
held it with his 2 fingers and started threatening milko with it.
afraid that it would fly around again when released,
allan ruthlessly lifted the out shell covering thing,tore off its wings,
and threw the beetle on the ground.
everyone went hysterical,with me ending up in mad laughter.
went home pretty late,was too tired to study for e-marketing test.

monday.
went to school at 8,discovered that there wasnt any gary lim lesson,
headed down to koufu to catch up on my sleep.
maths lecture,3 hours break was all spent squeezing everything into my brain and sleeping.
i think i flunked the test.goddamnit i hate emarketing.

off to koufu after the test to eat lunch.
meizhen was nice enough to treat me to drinks even though i bully her every single day.although i dun think i will be bullying her any lesser from today onwards,
but i feel compelled to repay her kindness.

maybe i should treat her to my specialty drink someday,called
'saliva with ice'.

went home shortly after that.
i'm loving this week's episode of TAI TV!
the academy is and we the kings!
2 very awesome bands.
will be embedding this week's episode soon.:D

2008-07-28T01:03:00.001+08:00

im sorry i cant be the son that you had always wanted,mother.

2008-07-25T01:47:00.002+08:00

i miss my long hair.
its just so depressing.

i kinda lost track of the days.
all that is left to remember is
drinking in a pub down haji lane,(times 2)
and celebrating allan's birthday at his house.

it was rather unique in a way,
telling ghost stories during dinner.
after that allan had to rush off to settle his important things.

caught hellboy 2 and dark knight.
both were pretty awesome.
the joker was a little different from the one in the cartoon series.
the one in the movie was much darker and sinister.

wednesday was spent going to town with klop,derrick and hazim.
funny shit,hazim gave klop a peck in the train.
camwhored in plaza sing's toilet.

thursday was yanqing's birthday.
edmund bought some whipped cream and after the birthday song,
sprayed some whipped cream one a paper plate and smashed it onto her face.
truly awesome.
also,a demanding meizhen said this to me and edmund,
"i angry liao.you better say sorry to me before 12am today or im not gonna talk to you forever."
we thought it was a joke until she kept reminding us.
i think it kinda helps her to sleep at night.HAHA.

i wanna buy a fedora.

2008-07-17T00:17:00.002+08:00

yay!
im really really happy now cause honey has agreed to learn hip hop with me at o school!
i finally have someone learning it with me.
she was going hyper on msn just now when i was talking to her about it.
gonna bring her to register tomorrow. (:

blogpost icon changed to the butcher doing a gay twist.
butcher's really really awesome.
hes a drummer.

speaking of which,
mr dickson lee(maths teacher) was very surprised that i could my maths well.
thats cause he said
"wah you can do ah,couldnt see it on you,you look like those guitarist or singer those kind,didnt know you could do maths so well"
SEE.
i was born to be a musician.
maybe i should be a lead singer next time.
now,who wants to hear me sing? :D

i like the way how i,on every tuesday from 4pm-6pm on tommy low's lesson,
i turn on the pc,run dreamweaver just for show,then just freaking fall asleep
in the computer lab til the lesson ends without doing a single shit.
the best thing is,tommy low doesnt do a single shit to me too.:D

watching hellboy 2 tomorrow,woohoo!

2008-07-14T14:04:00.003+08:00

weee.im back.
recap of what i did in the past 9 days.

-finally tried out south canteen's muslim food.
OMG IT WAS LOVE.no amount of words can ever
explain this uncanny feeling to make love to
the auntie so she can cook the muslim food
for me everday.

-went to priscilla's BIG ASS HOUSE in bukit gombak.
freaking huge house.made friends with her dog lol.

-watched HANDCOCK.pretty good movie,but the storyline
was missing something huge which i cant put my finger
on.sharing popcorn with yanqing = finishing it before
the movie even started.

-went to dye my hair and get a new haircut.my new hair
now is very fierce,but it costed me a bomb.very fierce.

went to priscilla's house again last saturday to finish up
our e-marketing project.
for some reason,meizhen had special treatment.
very unfair,i wan spaghetti and root beer too~
after that left off at around 7plus to take the train
down to jurong east,then took the train all the way to tampines.
freaking 1hr plus of train ride,wtf.
met sam and g at ikea,ate and walked around before going home.

e-marketing presentation later!
imma own it as usual.:D

2008-07-05T01:36:00.002+08:00

featuring the butcher and mike carden on my blogposts from now on.
weeeee.
i have yet to find a good picture of chislett.

went to school for lecture today,
after that,went to tts hospital for medical appointment,
then rushed back to school to check my ica results.
i forgot my results but i knew i shouldnt have gotten a d for maths.
some classmates got screwed up grades for maths so
so i hope it clears up and i get my rightful B.lol.

after the ica result checking,we all went over to check out bandz out.
milko said that im very suitable to be a member of a band!
well its not the first time that people said this to me,
on first impression,some people already ask if i belong to a band
or jam often,cause i have 'the look'.
looking like a rock star owns.

i hope i will be able to play music in the near future.

annnnnnd its pretty late now i guess i better go sleep
i have to do project tomorrow.

2008-07-04T00:35:00.003+08:00

Baby, Its fact - Hellogoodbye

very sweet song.i love it.

soooo went to school today,
had normal lessons then presentation.
was the first group to present so after my team's turn
i was just slacking around in class playing games infront of the teacher.
im still lol-ing at the way david does his 'ck 4 sec stun' animation.hehe.

so went down to macs to eat with some classmates after the presentation.
didnt eat cause i totally lost my appetite when i saw meizhen's face.haha.
everyone was laughing cause we were sharing our orientation first day experiences.
linlong thought that allan and stanley had lung cancer on the first day
cause allan was extremely white.LOL.
went home after that and have been staying at home the whole day mucking around.
these few days are so tiring.

i hope i get to know my ica results tml.

2008-07-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

yay happy day.
went to school in the early morning,
and there was a maths test today,
which was only announced yesterday night.
wanker.

but it was awesome,we were allowed to discussed and refer to our books.
so yay to more or less gpa 4.0 for maths.
after school went home for a while
then left house again to meet klop to go town.
he got his hair cut,
then we went over to oschool to register for my hip hop classes
yes finally.

the old indian security guard was damn hilarious,
we were asking him for directions and he keep saying "for what?"
and he had 2 front tooth missing,each on his upper and lower jawline.
so he had a vertical hole in his mouth whenever he speaks.
or says "for what?".

after that,went to khatib
and slacked with klop for a little while before going home.
theres a presentation tomorrow and i havent even prepared.
and urgh,wearing formal tomorrow.

and i realized i love my blog alot.
its so neat and organized.
and light coloured too.
very nice.

2008-06-30T23:41:00.002+08:00

school was alright today.
as usual,waking up early in the morning at 730am is a bitch.

watched zohan after school today with some of my classmates.
it was pretty alright.

yanqing says shes scared whenever i give the angry/fierce face.
yay i have a scary angry face.

2008-06-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

changed my blogskin to be TAI based.
featuring adamn t. siska as my blogpost icon!
will change to feature every band member every few days,
or few hours if i feel like it.

the academy is is such an awesome band.

today is such a good day! (:
probably the best day of my life since term 2 started.
shall not mention too much details.lalala.

what could make it better was that i found out today
that TAI's 3rd album "Fast Times At Barrington High"
(title not confirmed,may change)
is coming out on aug19!
i hope they ship it to singapore on the day that they release.
and like what many have said,
"a chance to recover from the awfulness that was Santi"

august 19th people!

annnnd i'm looking into the events of my upcoming days.
if i were to follow these events,i would totally screw my biological clock over.
big time.
i wonder if i should partake.

2008-06-26T01:07:00.003+08:00

yay change of blogskins.(:
got too many complaints that the font on my previous skin
was too small,couldnt change it either cause it would get distorted and shit.
so yay to the new skin.

schools started and everyones so tired from the projects.
i shall spend the rest of my long hour breaks sleeping.
in the library.

only had maths lesson today,
stayed back after that to do project.
was kinda sad that i couldnt go voiceout.
hmmm.

2008-06-24T09:25:00.002+08:00

hello!
i was gone for so long cause i was on a 7day trip to europe.NOT.

tuesday.
went to plah mahjong at lenny's with klop and szeli.
after that rushed down to meet yanqing and meizhen at dhoby mrt,
then went down to meet the rest of half dbt0802 at serangoon mrt.
went to some mac to celebrate sihao's birthday,
then after that train-ed back home.

wednesday.
met lenny,neo,chong hui,lester and xu zhi at khatib mrt,
then went off to eat and then back to orchid park
to collect our o level certs and testimonials.
then went to watch get smart with lenny at yishun gv.
it was pretty nice.
after that,we rushed off to dhoby to meet neo to watch the happening.
pretty freaky show,
but i loved the part where the girl just stabbed herself in the neck
with her own hairpin/stick thingy. :D
after that went to 925 to eat supper then home.
watching 2 movies in a day is so tiring.
and to think that i was actually aiming for 3 in a day.

thursday.
met tan zhi ming at khatib mrt,
went off to marina square for him to cut his hair,
then met roy and allen to watch the INCREDIBLE HULK.
sneaked in ben and jerrys into the movie and made quite a mess.
also,hulk wasnt as nice as iron man.
after the movie,roy went to buy his cap,
then went back to yishun to walk around then went home.

friday.
went do meet klop for a little while before going home.

saturday.
meet ah zhong,then he went to cut hair,
then allen came and we went to shaughnessy to drink with klop and his cousin.
drank and played cards til quite late.
got so drunk when i went home,
vomitted into the sink and straight to sleep.

sunday.
woke up pretty late,
went to play soccer and slacked at the coffeeshop til late
before going home.

monday.
school reopens!
went to school as usual,
after that,went down to bugis with allan and stanley
to see edmund put on his tattoo,which ended 3hours later.
after that went to eat,then back home.

currently tuesday,in school now.
and long hour breaks are SO BORING.
be back later for more exciting updates.

2008-06-17T11:15:00.010+08:00

oh god i've grown bitchier by alot.

saturday.
went to meet sam for lunch at 233,
then sam suggested going to yisun offroad,
so we took a bus there.
we walked in,then came out in 5mins
because there were too many fucking mozzies around.

this is yishun offroad.and sam.

dun be fooled by the narrow path,
it stretches in until its a jungle inside.
with snakes and animals and all.
i even have a video of me whining while we're inside,
but im too lazy to post it.

after we left we went to yishun park to swing a while,
then back home.
met sam later on at night,then joann,
to watch narnia,12am show.
the show was so long and pretty sucky.
should have watched the happening lah!
after finishing the movie at 3am we all walked home.

and thats me getting high cause it was 330am and we found a ntuc trolley under a void deck and so we pushed it into a field for fun.

sunday.
met neo at around evening,
went dhoby,lenny came,
then we went to walk around at the cathay.
we were literally laughing out loud when we saw the trailer for the happening,
especially at the part where the 3 construction workers suicided.
i want to watch so many movies.
i think i'll go broke watching half of them.

after that we walked to some ulu place in town to eat chicken rice,
then we walked to bugis.
walked around,then they bought some gelato,
which was italian coffee for the win!HAHAHA.
then we all went home.

monday.
totally boring day.
stayed at home for almost the whole day,
then went out for a little while at night.

and i should learn to go get whatever i want,
even if it means playing dirty a little.
not materialistic things of course,that would be stealing.

2008-06-14T15:25:00.003+08:00

was playing my itunes on shuffle,
and coincidentally,all the nostalgic songs played one after another,
forming a train of nostalgic images and experiences in my head.
watching it like a movie,
laughing off at the younger days when i was still a noob,
and appreciating how much i've changed through
all these to be a better,matured man.

i miss genting.
i miss hong kong disneyland.

i remember,back in 2005,when i was about to leave for hong kong,
all sam could say,or warn me is that,
"i have relatives in hong kong.beware,my young apprentice.hong kong feet has a repulsive smell like no other.stay clear of their feet"

i miss secondary school days.
i miss what we used to do back then.
when STD(sam,thompson and daryl) was still together,
yanking around,playing lan games and doing other stupid stuff.
do you guys remember?
the time we went cycling in yishun offroad,
and we got LOST inside.
and it was getting dark.
and luckily we found our way out before dark.

dun get me wrong,to all the previous secondary school friends,
i miss all of you too.
heck,scratch the secondary school friends part.
i miss EVERYONE.
everyone that i know on this island from various schools/institutions/company/whatevertheshit.
i could go on and on,but i really gotta go.

HAY GUYZ REMEMBER THIS?
vicky-convictionz.blogspot.com

2008-06-14T02:58:00.002+08:00

tuesday.
i dun really remember much,
except for that i went vivo with neo and lenny.
and we walked round and round and round.
i also remember eating alot on that day
which made me wanna puke at home.
carl's jr + ben and jerry's + pontian WANTON noodles.
its eating habits like these that its no wonder im put on weight
during the post graduation holidays.

wednesday.
went to play mahjong at g's house.
won some money,went to eat lunch,then back home.
left house in the evening to meet neo and allen.
slacked around and stuff before going home.

thursday.
went to suntec with allen for the it fair.
walked around,then went back and forth between marina square and raffles city
cause i couldnt choose what shoes to buy.
i finally decided which,
and now i got a pair of fucking nice shoes.
went to eat supper at yishun then went home.

friday.
woke up at 11am,which was the meeting time for my project group.
sorta rushed down to woodlands,sat down and played my laptop.
everyone left off after the assigning of our tasks.
went to eat at cwp with allan and sihao,
then took train with sihao,
where he alighted at bishan while i continued all the way to vivo city,AGAIN.
walked many more rounds with neo,
ate,then went home.

was back at home when suddenly yijie messaged me,
concerning sid.
sid has been really weird these few days,
going around irritating people on msn a couple of days ago.
infact,yijie got so pissed off with him that hes calling people down to confront sid.
and im going down with them cause i wanna know what the fucking hell is wrong with him.
it doesnt sound like sid on msn,but he knows too much to not be sid.
whatever it is,yijie is so pissed hes making sure sid is going down.

on the brighter side,which there isnt,
IM NOT ON THE ACE TEAM.
i hope i can be an ogl for next year.

2008-06-10T02:15:00.002+08:00

saturday.
went to meet klop and ah zhong for lunch,
then also met lenny and we all went to klop's cousin house
to play mahjong.
woot im the sole winner!
after playing went to meet neo and then we went over to vivo city
to walk around in the evening.
i was so ball-less at toys r us.
i should have acted faster.
god damn rgs girl.
oh well,good try though.
went home at around 10 plus.
pretty early,

sunday,
went to meet sam,ate lunch,then off to orchard,
got my ipod vertical flap leather case,
then went to walk around far east,
sam bought his toys,then we fucking walked to marina square from there.
(my idea btw,hehehe,)
sam got his haircut,ate long john,
then met g and we freaking walked again to clark quay.
g had this assignment he had to do about doing a report about this weird ass dance
thing happening in clark quay.
pretty gay.
after that we cabbed back to yishun,bought shitloads of alcohol,then
we went over to yishun park to drink.
talked cock awhile,
then we started swinging.
its been so long since we last swang.or swinged.whatever.
we used to swing alot back in the good old days.
when i was still a emo pussy.
ahh,the teenage angst.

g got fucking drunk in 3 cans so we had to leave early.
sam and i really had to take a piss so we pissed under g's block.
when i was peeing halfway,sam called out to me,and i heard footsteps.
and i freaking PANICKED.so i just shotgun all my piss out.
and it doesnt feel good.oww.
after that,talked abit more with sam before going home.

monday.
today,woke up early in the morning and left house
to meet dbt0802 at somerset,
then we went to kbox and ms kwa came.
didnt sing,cause i dun listen to chinese songs,then left off halfway with
edmund and his friends for a hunting spree.
did not hit my goal AGAIN today,
pretty sad.
after that went back to meet allan and milko at somerset,
then went to toapayoh cause yon fai wanted to meet us to say something impt.
zzzzzzzzzz.
after his talk,
i was nice enough to send milko to orchard then i took the train back home alone okay.
hahaha.

and im contemplating if i should get my lips pierced.
hmmm.61 bucks for a hole in my lips.
the process of just taking a sharp thick needle and just skewering your lips
in a split second jerk.
im pretty much scared of the pain,
so i might have to reconsider.

and whats wrong with braces dudes?!
(although i dun have on my teeth)
whats with all the hate against braces.
some girls actually look cute in them!
and its not like its permanently there for life!
it will be taken off one day anyways.
(though i hope not for those girls who actually look cute in them.HEHE.)
oh god i have some weird fetish for braces.
i think it must be karma.

speaking of karma,i hope it strikes at sam
FOR ALWAYS SHOWING ME FUCKED UP VIDEOS.

2008-06-08T03:40:00.000+08:00

DISAPPOINTED,BUT I STILL HAD BALLS.

2008-06-05T01:10:00.002+08:00

woohoo.
school's coming to an end in 2 days.
then im gonna be bored for 2 weeks.

today us 6 boys from dbt0802 wear pink polo tees to school.
got many stares from the whole school.heh.
and to the mushroom head faggot whos so yaya about
his 'expensive pink lacoste polo tee'
fuck you.faggot gay face.

honey:daryl why are you guys dressed in pink?
david: cause we are pinky team!

today's maths test was a total mess.
when i received the paper,i didnt know how to do a single question.
so i had no choice but to copy.
i wouldnt be surprised if i got full marks.=/

and im really happy that i got death cab for cutie's newest album.
its good music to listen to when doing work.

2008-06-01T02:19:00.003+08:00

im labelled sicko.
well i really cant deny i have many sick internet urls
in my arsenal,each waiting to be dished out for each and every different occasion.

and my arsenal grows stronger day by day.:D
im not proud of it,and my somewhat unique method
of dishing out mental damage wasnt learned with any intention.
its a lethal weapon,really.

with the week coming to a close,
and me passing a couple of module tests,i feel somewhat happy.
what could make it better is that i'll be chosen to be in the ace team ogl,
cause apparently some fuckers shouldnt deserve a spot in the 25.

and so far we are required to select our elective modules.
with only japanese,french and business mandarin as our only choices.
i guess im going for french.
if spanish was a given choice,
i would glady take it up.
speaking spanish is so cool.
and so is eating tacos.LOL.

speaking french isnt that bad though.
language of love eh.

yesterday was ms kwa's birthday.
happy birthday ms kwa!!
dbt0802 went novena,then walked down to the steamboat place there.
the food fucking sucks!
the bbq crap were supposed to be taken to a bbq pit area where a
dude was supposed to cook it for you.
and he fucking sucked at it.
iron man's armour looked like paper compared to the pork.
or beef or chicken for that matter.
some of us dudes ordered beer,
and yeah we did have fun there.

the funniest was probably the live jumping prawn part.
that prawn's got fighting spirit!
but still dies to the hot boiling water of the Cauldron of Death.

after that we went to toys r us and walked around.
edmund's racist jokes are the best man.
after that we all took train and went home.

today.
today was spent going to bugis with allen,
then to city hall.
i bought some stuff,then when we were about to leave raffles city at night,
we saw fiona xie!!
omg!
she looks so much hotter in real life.
we were lucky we went to the toilet.hehe.

but we saw some faggots in bugis today too.very sad.
hmm im off to sleep now k bye!

2008-05-28T01:26:00.002+08:00

happy 14th birthday cuzzy!
(okay im a little too late to say this but oh well)

mmhmm.
nothing going on much recently.
only tests,tests,and more tests.
thamkk's t/f question test in the morning.
he says hes giving 26 true answers.
lets hope its true.

oh!
and i saw a girl today on the train
who looks like christian siriano,
even the glasses are similar!
she looks slightly nerdish,
and oh my god shes hot.
i hope i can see her more often.

and today was the longest trip back home from school
cause we had a BURDEN.
meizhen sprained her ankle or something so we took like 30mins
to walk from school to mrt station.
i hope her leg recovers soon or the jurong east train gang will take forever to reach home
the next few days.hahaha.

2008-05-22T16:55:00.003+08:00

tuesday.
went to school early in the morning.
tapped card,went in lecture for 5 mins,then went out.
after that,we got news that in total 2 lessons were cancelled,
so we had a 6 hr break.10-4pm free.again.
went for html test at 4pm,finished and rushed off to yishun.
bought some ramly burgers,went back to yck and took the straight bus to parkway parade.
the website said 60mins,but the ride was 80mins -.-
met cuzzy,went to some secluded corner,
put some candles onto the ramly,sang a birthday song(?)
then passed her the present then take a bus to city hall and back home.
the ramly was all wet and soggy when it reached parkway.
well it cant be blamed! it took a 80mins bus ride from yishun.
and it must be fashionable to wear ballet stockings around in parkway.
the trip from north of singapore down to south and back north again was freaking tiring.
im probably the only cuzzy in the world to actually do that.so nice of me. :D

and when i was back in yishun eating my own ramly,
this woman who had too many groceries like lost control of her bike
and banged into me.my ramly flew.
and the woman fell along with her bike too.
but i was nice!i helped her up.
cause if i was me for that 1 second i wouldnt even help her up
cause she killed my ramly.
so go me for being nice.:D

wednesday.
didnt have school cause it was elearning day.woo.
stayed at home til around evening then went out to meet neo at northpoint.
i didnt eat anything the whole day and was nearly fainting when i was about to go out.lol.
met neo,ate ljs,hanged around til lenny came.
after lenny came and ate,
we went to safra to use our laptops.
played around,copied MAPLE and o2mania from them.
after yanking around,we went home at around 12am.
i want to master the macdonald's dance!
oooo ooooo ooooo!

thursday.
had itb test today.
omg i think im gonna fail.
they were asking cmaths questions in that itb test!
luckily i knew how to answer them.but still.
after that had another lesson,
then we went down to koufu to celebrate david's birthday!
after celebrating we all went home.
finally back home now.
and im bored.and hungry.
and i want santi.
and i wanna go for the tc5 concert.
unlesss god throws down a hundred dollar bill to me,i guess
i'll be staying home on 1st june. :(

2008-05-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

sigh.
another exhausting week has passed.
with 2 formal presentations done,
this coming week should lighten up a little.
except for the gay upcoming tests.

after the 2 presentations,i found the marking sheet lying around in my home.
and it says i get penalized for wearing ear studs and having ungroomed hair.
so i lost a little bit of marks for walking into both the presentations
like an ah beng with formal clothes.
hmmm.

dbt0802's weekly activities are getting so boring.
its like almost week we're going jogging around the track.
gosh.
thank god the next 2 weeks are special events.
phew.

caught made of honour for this week.
pretty funny show.
i want to watch drillbit taylor.
but only shows in selected gv cinemas.wtf.
also got my haircut on saturday.
frankly speaking it doesnt look any different.
which is pretty good considering im not planning on changing my hairstyle.
many people have debated,saying my previous is better,
and some say my current one is better.
all i can say to please both parties is,
handsome boys like me look handsome with any hairstyle. :D

went city hall with sam today.
asswank woke up at around 5pm today,
and has to be home by 8pm.WTF.
in the end we went home at around 10.lol.

schools til 6 tml.
and theres a test tml.
i hope we're able to leave straight right after the test.
cause i dun see any point in waiting for everyone to finish together.
especially when im such a pro and i can finish it in 5mins.
righhhhht.
i didnt study it for it.
or havent study for it.
ahhhh wadever.
4hours break tml,im sure my elite brain can suck in whats there to learn in the book.

2008-05-18T01:04:00.003+08:00

salo Tetsujin says:
i like girls in secondary sch uniforms
especially after a long day in sch
then they'll be abit sweaty but not tt sweaty and their hair still smells nice and their skin is so nice to touch tt kinda thing
always up or down,never down and out. says:
you are some sick bastard
i reckon you will grow up to be some werewolf like thingy,going out in the night to hunt these kinda girls
and prey on them and rape them then eat them alive
salo Tetsujin says:
that would be nice
always up or down,never down and out. says:
sick fucking bastard

and later on....

always up or down,never down and out. says:
dude its like kinda gay...
2 boys walking around...shopping for girls stuff
and the fact that your face shows off extreme gayness
we are bound to be mistaken as a homosexual couple
salo Tetsujin says:
TTS WHY I SAID CALL G/BEN ALONG
even though THAT WOULD NOT HELP
people will just mistake us for a GAYBUS
always up or down,never down and out. says:
that would be like a homosexual orgy
...
dude wtf
salo Tetsujin says:
WHAT
BRAWNDO
the wheels on the bus goes round and round
round and round
round and round
always up or down,never down and out. says:
SHUT THE FUCK UP ASSHOLE
salo Tetsujin says:
OHH YEAH
OHH YEAH

BTW IM ALWAYS UP OR DOWN,NEVER DOWN AND OUT.
SALO IS SAM.
DO NOT MISTAKE ME AS HIM.

2008-05-13T00:34:00.002+08:00

i used to be a person who could tolerate a whole lotta shit.

used to are the keywords anyway.

now i see them in a totally new perspective.

a perspective lacking in respect or tolerance i must admit.

a certain friend of mine was right.

totally uncivilised and uneducated.

hindrance to the singapore society,waste tax payers money.

government provide money for their education,they waste it anyway.

ingrates.

its finally time to take a stand,and im clear on which side i should be on.

_|_

2008-05-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

currently blasting marching bands of manhattan by death cab for cutie.

i love this song.i've been loving it since..2006?almost 2 years now.
its one of the only songs that calms me down.brings me to a neutral level.
im at peace.for now.

but i know,very soon.hmmm.

everytime something happens in my life,
i actually stop to think.
could this actually be the turning point in my life?
better or worse,i don't really care.
i just wanna know if this will turn my life around.

i guess these times are the only times in my life where
i finally don't do reckless things and actually ponder my next move.for once.
close friends of mine,who know me well,know what kinda person i am.
the sort whos like 'pleasure first,pain later' kinda person.
so i dun really plan things ahead.

but i realise im already 19.
no matter what bullcrap talk i might ever spurt outta my mouth,
no matter how profound the language is,or how wise or mature or whatever it may sound.
its just all talk.
unless i finally decide to do something with my life,and the way which im going,
(i dun really pay attention in all classes btw)
im just gonna end up like your average everyday neighbourhood ah-beng,post poly studies.
the only thing that i'll have is,probably a diploma.
then find a job,work,and work til i retire and die?
thats the start of my working life 3 years from now?
its gonna be hell lotta boring.

i've friends around me,who have already wisen up.
they now focus more on doing things that they have a passion for.
took control of their lives,probably because they love themselves too much
to let their future go to a waste.

yes,im talking about you,mr gas mask.

cause thats what set me thinking.
hey.i love myself too.why am i doing things that will just eventually throw away my future.
if i really love myself,why arent i working hard to make my life much better in the future?
doing the things i do now,im just killing myself and the beautiful future that im destined to have.

no,im not thick skinned.or just being dumb.
i know when i was borned,im gifted with the ability to mould my own future,
not like majority of the dumbasses you see in society nowadays.
especially singapore.
all the crap they say.
"aiya singapore government yadda yadda,work so hard also no use government just eat your money"
well,BALLSHIT.

im sorry if this post is actually insulting to any of you.
cause if you're actually in control of your life,
you'll probably smile with pride,going
"hey thats what i did/am doing right now!"
while the others,with no motive or goal in life,
just mucking around,waiting for their perfect gf/bf to come by,
and get married and live life happily ever after
is just eating air.
i dun see how finding a perfect spouse is able to feed yourself and have a good life.
seriously.
but once again,im sorry.go ahead with your goalless life.
its fine by me if you don't love yourself.

hence,
this marks the start of my journey to finally do more things in life.
this is the perfect time to go after my interests.
i've had it with me always saying stuff,but i never do them.
or probably do them 3 years later.
which is kinda late.
most people reading will probably say,
"daryl will probably revert to his old self soon.give him 3 hours."
maybe you're right.
but we shall see.

cheers to me finally getting a life.
for the guys who read all the above and supporting my decision,
cheers to you too.i love you guys.
my life as a mature,thinking young adult,starts here!

2008-05-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

don't you just hate it when someone decides to bash on something you say
or something you posted as your msn nick or personal message.
so irritating.

its not like i said something wrong or what anyways.
immature,thats what they call it.

hmmm today.
went out to eat lunch with klop,
then went to the block opp. our soccer court to slack.

slacked there for like..2hours?
then sa told us no one playing at that court today.zzz.
so we went to 400+ to play with klop's adult friends.
seriously,the adult sam is a really nice guy.
then after that went to shaughnessy
for swimming!
woohoo.its been very long since i last swam.
swam for a while,then walked home in wet pants.

im so tired right now,cause i woke up at like 9am today.
and theres lessons tomorrow at 8am!
so freaking early.and formal wear tml too.
gosh.

2008-05-11T01:28:00.004+08:00

this is our town;and all I ask is that you'll be there when we return.

wednesday.
school ended kinda early,so went to meet supafly.
only 7/10 of us were able to make it.):
reached city hall,we ate pizza hut,
then went to watch a movie while yijie and johkie went back.
down to 5 of us,and we caught what happens in vegas.
honestly,it was much better then nim's island.
pretty funny.
after watching it,we went to andersons to slack,
then went back after.

went to meet sam at khatib,ate,then went to some playground to slack.
its true.
"god threw you an angel and you're going,hey screw you god!!"
mmhmm.
went home after,and then webcam-ed with sam.

yes,wtf does he need that gas mask for.
that i do not know.
mmhm.went to sleep straight after webcaming.
you guys have no idea how gay he was.
i even have a pic of him proudly showing off his armpit hair,
but im not allowed to post it.:D
im surprised at how strong our friendship is going on(4th year)
even though im always whining about how gay he is.
and also about him touching my ass all the time,

thursday.
school ended kinda early also,
so went home and just stoned on my bed.
went out in the night to meet sam for supper,
then went home after.

friday.
school was supposed to start at 12pm,
and i dunno why the hell did i wake up at 7am.
couldnt get back to sleep either.
so just stoned around til i prepared to go to school.
reached school,then went to find klop they all at block p.
was supposed to meet her before lecture,
but too much time was spent mucking around,
and hence wasted too much time 'walking from block p to block L".
went into the boring lecture,yadda yadda,
derrick's imitation of a emo boy is damn funny.
klop they all left halfway,then i stayed in the lecture.
then after that,some dumbasses came in for some spot check.
some dude just gave me the offence form and said,
"do something about your hair"
do what?
perm it or something?
stupid shit.
long hair,don't care.
after that went for tutorial,
then had a mock presentation thingy after school which ended at 7pm.
went to find zhong and adam outside the school smoking alley.
just sitting there til like 8plus then left off.
went home,was damn tired,
so i slept at 12.

saturday.
woke up at 8am.
idk why the hell am i waking up so early nowadays.
went online,yadda yadda,
went to meet adam and allen at khatib at around 1.30.
went to bugis,then adam left off earlier,
then i and allen went city hall.
got my formal shirt,zhi came,
then just walked around,i got my TAI cd,Almost Here.
and yeah its sounding good.
i cant wait til i get my hands on santi!
and zhong,by santi i mean the album,
not the girl in my course.cause her name's not santi.
went back to yishun then went home after.

its already 2am now,and im super super tired.
i think i should go to sleep soon and stop waiting.

2008-05-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

i have just been told that i have the power to make people really sad and depressed.
i feel omnipotent now.

i wasnt born to be mean without a reason. :D

we just cant click,but lets give it more time

2008-05-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

hello hello.

saturday.
stayed at home the whole day,
then went out in the evening to meet supafly at lido.
was damn packed,then walked to cineleisure which wasnt any different.
wanted to catch iron man but no tickets,so we caught nim's island.
which is probably the suckiest show in history.
no kidding.

after that we left off,
camwhored at various places,including in the middle of the road in orchard.
yeah totally crazy.
then went to lucky plaza's mac to slack then we went home.
on the train home i saw weiyang,and just chatted with him.
he was right,i have changed alot since graduating from orchid park.
no doubt,i have grown much sexier.
i wouldnt say i have matured much,but my mindset is totally different.
mmhmm.
reached home,and slept.

sunday.
left off to meet sam at bugis.
went to eat lunch,some cheap lunch instead of expensive ones.
then walked around,went to library where he borrowed books with MY ezlink.
then we walked over to city hall.
went over to ben and jerry's,slacking there for like almost 2 hours.
we totally look gay.2 guys sitting on ben and jerry's couch for 2 hours,
eating ice cream and just poking each other.
after that,we left off to hmv at citylink.
woo they have the academy is.
im so getting them this week.
off to marina square to eat,support bosheng's family store.
then i went to orchard to meet stephanie while sam went home.
went to eat kfc,then took the rebound train home.
went back to khatib,met g and sam.
bought beer and peanuts,then went to the rope playground thingy under g's house.
just sitting there,slacking,drinking and eating peanuts.
mmm.i miss the original The Guys.
we sorta broke off slowly until nothing's left.
mm.left off at around 1am cause mum was making a hell load of noise.

monday.
today was great!
8am lesson was cancelled,so i can go school slightly later.
and the 3pm lesson was also cancelled,so i could go home straight instead of waiting 3 hours.
i did something after lecture which was totally unexpected.
i think i was still drunk from the previous night's beer.
mmhmm.
went to 924 to find klop and hazim.
then went home after and just laid on my bed and slept.
annnd its almost 1am now.i gotta go sleep again.

neo just showed me this on msn just now.
eerie shit,but i dunno why the fuck am i so...drawn to it.
argh.im so weird at times.

btw,does anyone know?
GLENN ONG HAS A BLOG.
Click here for sex
im breaking my back just to read past the first few lines.
some gourmet he is.
i actually feel depressed that hes in SBM and im not.
i wanna go school of business management~

quotes eric cartman,
"screw you guys,im going home"

2008-05-03T00:58:00.002+08:00

hello,im back,my most dear adoring cherished fans.
the whole week was just spent going to school.
the mission for the whole week FAILED.

hmmm,
so i caught IRONMAN with allen and thug,
went to mind cafe with sa,zhong,roy,zhi and mh on mayday.
mind cafe was really great,all the board games you've probably never seen
can be played that.cool house rules forfeits too.:D

today was a little fucked up in school though.
thought i was late,then rushed to school,
only to find out lecture was cancelled.
crashed derrick's lecture,then went for tutorial.
so fucked up,was late for like 20mins?
then oh soo leng was like 'no attendance will be taken'
so i and edmund just walked out of class.
pussy.i dun give a shit if ms kwa or she herself sees my msn nick.
slacked around,then went for class weekly running event.
after that,rushed down to town to meet chee meng.
he went to get his hair cut and permed,then went to city hall
to meet stephanie,then trained back home together.
she was complaining to me on the way home about how screwed up
her workplace at fullerton is,hahaha.
alighted at yishun with zhi,ate some supper,then went home.

hmmm.but i think i need to brush up my punctuality abit.
was late for the supposed e-mark lecture for 15mins,
late for OH SHIT LENG's class for 20mins.
late for meeting zhi for 35mins,
late for meeting stephanie for 10mins,
and late for home for 3 HOURS LOLOL.
god.

and my dad like bought tshirts for me.
WHICH IS LIKE SO WTF
they look so ah beng lah.
like those kinda that bugis street gangsters always wear.
wahlau eh.
AND HE ALWAYS BUY RALPH LAUREN AND FRED PERRY SHIRTS FOR HIMSELF.
zzzzzzzzzzz.

alright time to go to sleep byebyebyebyebyebye.

2008-04-27T21:28:00.003+08:00

the academy is... is freaking awesome.
william beckett is simply too amazing.

ps:you guys might remember william from the cobra starship's bring it video
as the LIP SYNCING DUDE.

2008-04-27T02:14:00.003+08:00

ewwww at little 13yo sec 1 girls acting all friendly
and socialising and shit.
young,immature kiddies.
gtfo my profile.

im feeling much better about my lacking perfomance on thursday
thanks to today and yesterday.
awesome days.

friday.
went to school,went into my lecture with klop.
derrick and hazim went in too but they were hiding right behind the chairs
fighting with each other LOL.
left off halfway during my lecture to go klop's lecture.
totally laughed my ass off at his lecture.
after that went up for my tutorial 20mins late.
the lesson was kinda fun,then after that went to koufu to eat
which we laughed our asses off even more.
then went to jog/walk with our class and play basketball.
met zhong after that,talked with johkie abit,
went to check out the friday fb auditions,
then went home.

saturday.
went to bugis library with zhi,zhong and sa.
the internet there is so cocked up.
was laughing my ass off in the library,HAHA.
after that left off,went to eat at bugis junction.
and wtf,there are totally no music shops in bugis?!
there used to be a sembawang until they renovated the area into foodcourt.
and now its all gone~
so i cant get mmap tour edition for now.
went to buy some stuff,
then went home via bus 851.
mmm,travelling in the night is not as fun as the evening.
reached yishun,went to prata house,
then after that went home.

currently at home now,and my stomach muscles are aching like hell
from all the laughing this 2 days.

oh yeah!
i posted some...controversial stuff on my class's pageflakes.LOL.
here goes,

DBT0802 Boys only outing.PCC Session 26/04/08

Hey boys of DBT0802,we are having a PCC session this coming saturday,26/04/08.Please try to make it for the outing,it will be strictly boys only.Please meet at YCK mrt station at 12pm.

to which my personal mentor(form teacher of some sorts) replied,
Hi Boys of DBT0802, What is PCC? By Ms Kwa

to which i told her in msn PCC is Personal Clubbing Cahki.LOL.
oh god i hope she doesnt find out what pcc really means
cause if she does im dead.

and btw,
Senior Lim Danly,Keeper of the Shaughnessy house by the corner in Miltonia Close
(aka ah zhong's dad)
did some readings on some of our bazi(8 characters) recently.
hohoho i think i will elaborate more about my bazi on my next post.

2008-04-25T00:46:00.002+08:00

what a huge huge disappointment.
such a lacking performance back at the fb audtions.

oh daryl why oh why,why the fuck did you forget all the dance steps.

2008-04-22T23:51:00.005+08:00

sunday.
stayed at home the whole afternoon.
was supposed to go and play soccer,but it was raining.
played dota,
started going to google maps to explore singapore,
then on to sbs and smrt websites to find out about routes and directions.
so addictive.
dun ask me why i find so much fun and pleasure studying the singapore map.
i dunno either.
went out in the evening to eat dinner with lenny at northpoint.
then went home.

monday.
super gay day.
lessons start as early at 830am.
yaddah yaddah,lessons lessons lessons 3hrs break lessons.
finally released at 5pm then went home.
was kinda pissed at the last lesson cause one of my group member was like,
please get daryl involved and engage in group work and shit.
like hello i was there contributing and stuff.
why not go after our 2 always missing group members instead.
fucker.
went home after school straight,was too tired to go pool with the guys.
chatted with priscilla online at night,then she suddenly told me.
"eh,fb got 600 applicants,but only 100 are admitted in."
i was like WTF.wahlao.difficult xia.
but of course i will still try my best.
good luck to all supafly members joining fb!!

tuesday.
went to school for lessons at 9.
lessons ended at 10,and tiko tham allowed us to arrive for his lesson at 1
when it was supposed to start at 12.
so had another 3 hours break.
after tiko tham's 1 hr lesson,there was another 2hrs break.
some of 0802 went to some random tutorial room,
then we called our seniors to come up our room to play dota.
like 10+ dudes started pouring in and when everyone was settling down,
some class came in and said they needed the room for their lessons. =.=
wahlao damn wasted.all the seniors were like so hyper when they came in.
so everyone left the room,0802 went mac,
then we went back up for our lesson.
so boring lah.doing html.
after lesson went to koufu with zhong,
then went to khatib to walk around the pasar malam.
then went home after.

i miss supafly.):
supafly outing soon pleaseeeeeee.

anyway my laptop's bluetooth is up so here are some super overdued pics.

this is the killer kerb in SCGS.
totally what the fuck,located in the middle of the canteen,
for unknown reasons.
me and lenny were sitting in the canteen,and with 2mins at least 10 people
had tripped over that thing.nice going,scgs.

this is a malaysian mcflurry.
check out the size of it!so much taller then singaporean ones.
well,fuck you $2.70 milo mcflurries.
malaysian one more worth,bodoh.

ehh lazy to upload more liao.
i wan go sleep.

2008-04-20T02:59:00.003+08:00

friday.
went to school at around noon,
klop and gang crashed my lecture for around 5mins then left for theirs.
after lecture,went up for tutorial,got released 1 hour earlier,
and the last lesson was cancelled by tham kk.so kinda finished at 3pm.
ate,then waited,whole class went jogging cept most of the boys lololol.
went to lap again for some briefing,then went to koufu to meet zhong they all.
after that we went to khatib,then walked all the way to seletar.
left off earlier this time i had to rush home to play dota against the ogls.
0802 won. :D
mah leet skillz.

saturday.
woke up,met lenny at khatib at around noon.
went to newton,took a bus to scgs for their carnival.
only found out that any of the buses there could actually reach scgs.
walked around the school,
met cuzzy a little here and there in scgs,passed her the pretty. odd. cd too.
nice ass costume man. :D
me and lenny were gouging ourselves with $20 worth of food,
which was pretty easy CAUSE SCGS ENTREPRENEURS JACK UP THEIR FOOD PRICES SO MUCH EVERYTHING WAS LIKE COSTING $5 PER BITE OR SOMETHING.
didnt went to support cuzzy's haunted house cause it was pretty expensive and the queue was damn long the whole day,not because i was chicken okay.
i have balls of steel.
left off at around 3plus,took a bus down to town to meet zhong,roy and zhi.
next time im no longer pinning my hopes on actually seeing lotsa hot girls in a all girls school.
town is so much better.
walked around,they bought their stuff,
then we went back to yishun to watch forbidden kingdom with don and sa.
pretty good movie,although the storyline is abit wtf.
white-haired witch was hot.
and the ads were like 'first ever movie starring both jackie chan and jet li'
which all of us pretty much thought that they were making a gay porn movie.
after that we all went home.

hmm first week of school is finally over.
was pretty okay,hope that lecturers actually cancel more lessons.
cause my timetable is like shit and fucked up and stuff.
and other then me being irritated by the cosplay girl
and the braggart full of bullshit dude in my class i guess im pretty fine with everything.
except for maybe our class rep in the near future.
and also except koufu.
and long lessons without breaks.and fucking 3 hours breaks doing nothing.